Is it a sign of my being a horrible person if I spent the majority of today watching the entire Gravitation series?

But in my defence this has been the Christmas for HELL. Or at least, the lead-up to Christmas from hell. This last month has stressed me to my absolute limit and I've been riding on a pretty constant thin-edge of total emotional meltdown.

Last night at around 1am as I sat with my mother on a chair outside church waiting for my dad, I said 'I think from this year on I am cancelling Christmas' This year has been Fucked Up.

( Summary of Fucked-ness )