Just in case anyone is desperately worried, wondering why I've fallen off the face of the earth, biting their nails with deep, heartfelt concern... I am not dead.

I just have one more week of class for this semester and four essays to write.

hah.

I will see you all once I've passed the make-or-break phase.


P.S. Barn raised chickens, not cool. But... free-range chickens aren't sold in this country, (as far as I know.) Dilemma! Is the threat of vegetarianism finally going to overcome my inner carnivore? And what does a hypoglycaemic eat if they don't react well to starches and don't eat meat? Dilemma!

p.p.s. enrolled in Creative Writing for stage for my january summer paper. Wooo!

P.P.P.S. Something in my room smells completely funky. :(

AHH! I need an angry icon. All my icons are depressed, wistful, calm, sad or funny. Sadly, this does sum up most of my moods, but I feel short-changed right now. I need to express my general sense of ARG.

I can't say I have a good reason for being ARG. Really, I should try to be positive, I had my Japanese exam today and it wasn't a _complete_ shit-fest*, so this is a good thing, right? Instead I dare to be ARG because I have one more exam tomorrow and I am under prepared and veeeerry wrung-out from being stressed all week(year). sigh. Also freaking due to the massive amount of fairly urgent things which need doing that I've been putting off till after exams. >8[

Anyway, just wanted to say, yay, exam one done. Trying to remain focussed on study and not just being like, 'okay, now I can reeeelax' :(

Fuck I'm looking forward to having some time for writing though. *yearns*

[*To clarify, since I'm learning that different people have different translations of 'the exam didn't go too badly' I mean, 'There is a very, very small chance that I did actually pass, which is a good thing.' as opposed to, 'I reckon I've a good chance of getting and A, not a B, so that's a good thing.']

I think my life might have flashed before my eyes somewhere there...

Assignment of hell – DONE! Die bitch!!!!! Now I only have:

~Group-team communication assignment

~Talk presentation.

~Short Report 8

~2 manuals to read (and get to point of understanding.)

in the next 3 weeks

plus,

~Anatomy and Physiology Exam to start studying for NOW

~Big final practical exam worth 85 PERCENT OF THE ONLY SUBJECT WE CAN’T REPEAT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! To prep for.

And then I’m almost done.

.......... yay....

But of course then I have to actually decide what I’m going to do next year, and also complete two huge assignments in the holidays so I don’t have to do them during next year.

Oh, and get a job. Yay.

And write more.

.......

I’m sure I’ll work it all out in time!