Good things:

I've just got to make it through today and assignment 6 and 7 of the seven due in the last five days will be done and I can maybe stop wandering around with this startled-hen look on my face.
(Of course, then I will have to catch up on 5 books and 4,000 words of writing I've been NOT doing due to said 7 assignments, but hey, SO NOT THE POINT!)

Glee club tonight. (Yes, I've joined a Glee Club, and no, it's not lame and full of weirdos, it's AWESOME and full of AWESOME AND SCARY-CRAZY PEOPLE.)

I've done at least half of a 5x22 coda. I think it doesn't suck, too.

I watched Star Trek last night AGAIN. (This is about the 7th time, I think.) And yes, it is STILL AWESOME.

I bought the game Jeanne d'Arc to go towards my research and it's SUPER FUN and really addictive. ^_^ Really good thing to have to do before bed because I can't read fic when I've been staring at words for about 12 hours solid.


Less good things:

My Sammessiah fic needs some work, it's a bit average. :/

From next week I have to start recruiting participants for my research. Which means I need to power through these damn video games and I DO NOT HAVE TIME. >:[

I need to get my shit together and start making some serious plans about where I'm going once I've finished honors. This is scary because I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO and I have no idea who to ASK because none of the lecturers here know anything about Japan, and the only Japanese lecturer who WOULD have been helpful has LEFT. Wah. :(


Um, to end on a positive note..... My kitty is adorable, YAY!

Okay, maybe that's a little overkill, (Sam does already have enough fie in his life without me adding to it,) but DAMN if that boy is hard to write! Usually one of this things I don't have too much trouble with in writing is getting the voices right, but Sam just keeps sounding like Dean! AHRG! How does Jared make him sound so different? I really don't have enough time to go on a Sam-voice mission right now!

I'm trying to get this darned fic done before Friday (I'm in the future, it's Friday here when it comes out.) I had given up on any chances but then I got all inspiiiired. And I'm so close! But I have an assignment to write and only today and tomorrow to do both but I'm SO CLOSE! And the extra hard bit is depending on what happens in ep 5_01 I could either get completely Jossed OR be able to work this fic in with minimal trouble and have a whole extra week to work on it but there's NO WAY TO BE SURE!

Meanwhile Sam is being annoying. But I love him anyway. Oh sigh.

EDIT: 1,600 words later I have to run to get my assignment done but I'm liking the chances of this fic getting finished tomorrow. Anyone going to be around to look it over because I'm going to have to post in a hurry? Even if I can't get it done I'm pretty happy with what I've got so I'll put it out even if the show stuffs it up.

Ahrg, this is so poos. I'm in the mood to write, this day is scheduled for writing, I want to write something sweet and snuggly, but my muse has flown the coop! Waah!

I have three hours, three files open and no inspiration. Someone help! Cast a spell on me or give me a bunny or something! I've looked through my story-ideas file and nothing is filling me with joy. :( :( :( heeeeeeeelp meeeee.

On a mildly-related note, my manager yesterday was like, 'can you please work for 6 hours on one of your Annual Leave days you've had booked in for a month because you were stupid enough to tell us you'll actually be in town on that day, even though it's one of the only three days this YEAR you'll get to spend with both your brothers.' And then she had the nerve to ask me this morning if I could work tomorrow, too, so even though I have no plans tomorrow I was like, 'no, fuck off.' (paraphrase) because these are the few freaking days in my year I have time for writing and fuck if I'm going to give them all up to bloody WORK! ARG! And they all guilt me out because everyone is taking holidays at the same time and there's no cover, but man, once a year, ONCE A FREAKING YEAR my whole family gets together and I'm not giving up a freaking second of that to the same employers who don't let me go home for freaking christmas! *cough* so... yeah, that has me pissed off. -_-;;;

AHHHHHH! I am finding it really, REALLY hard not to read Flesh's big-bang! It's one of the four or so I'm actually looking forward to. BUT I'M NOT ALLOWED BECAUSE IF I START I WON'T STOP.

THINK OF THE MARKS, PEEJI! THINK OF YOUR FUUUUUTUUURE!

I would go into uni tomorrow to escape the lure, but I'd just end up going crazy and reading it in the computer labs. Porn or no! I HAVE NO SHAME!

*closes her LJ tab and goes to find her course-reader*

The universe is really fucking me off this weekend, seriously.

I could go into details, but it took me AN HOUR to explain to my Mum on the phone today, and even then I completely skipped one of the massive annoyances.

Suffice to say, uni is being a bitch, (the servers CRASHED on friday, ALL OF THEM,) I'm running out of time to finish things at all/well, one of the classes I NEED for next semester I've missed the deadline for portfolio submission because I was busy with CRAZY HELL-ESSAYS AND RANDOM SURPRISE-ASSIGNMENTS! My parents marriage is still seriously on the rocks, I've been so exhausted for the last two days I could barely MOVE, I have fic spinning around in my head like a whirlwind and have NO TIME to write it, I STILL haven't been able to get in to talk to the post-grad advisor to sort out next semester/year. Oh, and the internet is pissing me off.

I don't need a boohoo brigade or anything I'm just seriously irritated and tired. I've decided to skip class in the morning. Although it seems at the moment I can sleep a million hours every night and I'm still exhausted. >:(

I'm OVER IT! Please let it be the end of semester, soon!?

(I do love that I already have all the tags I might want for this entry...)

EDIT: Meh, I guess I should warn that there is fic in the comments now that has spoilers for 4x22. *sighs and goes to bed*

DIE,

NEVER-ENDING,

MIND-BREAKING

PLAY OF DOOM!

WHY WON'T YOU JUST DIE!?!

EDITED TO ADD:

It's 2am. I am exhausted but it's finiiiiiished. *Curls up into a ball of ded and dies*