Hi all, this is a total boring-ass spam entry, so feel free to pass over.

I have a hell-essay. It is due tomorrow afternoon. I have been working on this essay for well over a month and it's still a long way from being done. It's worth 30% of a paper which I'm missing like, 20% of my marks from because we had two short assignments due EVERY WEEK which were worth like, 1.5 marks for EACH. So, yeah, if I don't get this in I fail, and if it's not good, I fail. (My brain is currently saying, 'Uhhh, why are you even bothering any more? You are so totally fucked!')

I need to do it tonight, and I need to feel cheered on, so don't mind me, I'm just doing a little score-board for myself here.
Earlier: 632

700 9:20pm. Contemplating blowing up the uni to avoid handing in.

800 9:51pm. Really want to watch Buffy. Currently not actually on-topic...

900 10:03pm Wow I just blathered on for ages about something that wasn't really appropriate... Good on me!

1000 10:15pm

1100 10:31pm LALALALA JUST MAKING SHIT UP AND ADDING LOTS OF EXAMPLES. I AM GOING TO FAAAAIL.

1200 12:21am Took a break for an hour, now my mojo is gone. :( Run out of shit to say, AGAIN. And the stuff I do want to say, I can't figure out how to phrase it so that it sounds relevant to the stupid fucking topic from HELL! *cries* Uni was this horrible last semester, too, why do I keep putting myself through this?

1300 12:38am chug chug chug. Kill me? I seriously love studying anthropology, really, I just haaaaate essays. Why couldn't this paper have an exam instead of an essay? Exams I can deal with! Exams are a breeze compared to this!

1400 12:45am I love quoooting!

1500 12:55am Nearly there... aaaaaaah!

1600 2:07pm (Thursday) Almost done. Still not really on-topic but I don't caaaare. Have two hours before I gotta get on the bus. Hurrie!!!

1700 (Finish writing!) 2:16pm. Right! Conclusion and another quote and I gotta be done! And some editing required to make this at least appear more on-topic. :(

1800 2:32pm

1900 2:45pm Why is it that you always get to this stage and think of about twelve things that really should be in the essay which you haven't included? I DON'T HAVE FUCKING TIME FOR THIS! *cries moar*

2000 3:04pm This is so painful. So fucking painful. This is possibly even worse than the time I wrote an essay without doing any research on the right topic. Still have a bit to write and the conclusion. I HATE THIS ESSAY!

2100 3:20pm @_________@ I am not happy! Just got conclusion and references now. :(((((

2228 3:34pm FINISHED AH FUCK! (apart from references) I'm over the word count but not too badly; if I had time, I'd go back and delete one of my stupid off-topic rambles, but I don't have it in me, and I've got to get on the bus in 15 mins. *scrambles do add references quickly and do a brief once-over.*



Later: All in all, managed to finish on time and get it handed in, visit work to pick up my store key, and then go see one of my good friends who has just returned to NZ from Canada. She is to be joining me at Uni soon which makes me haaappieee. We watched a movie and ate chips. It was good. Now am home, got work 9-6 tomorrow (I think? or 9-9? I'm not sure what's going on with various people being sick...) Which is going to involve opening the store and a ten-hour day on my feet so I'm not really looking forward to it. :( Still, one more essay out of the way is one less thing to do now this semester, and that's gotta be good.

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