ahhh, i see what you mean (from that part i read and stuff)...rape if fucking hard to write, especially the aftermath...i think if helps to read other authors who pull it off...k&k WYWM, they do it pretty damn well. because it's an extreme assault on someone....it needs an extreme (but not like extreme emo) reaction...yeah

*hugs*

sure you're allowed to flip out~ don't let me stop you.

it really would :( i can't help you there though.