08 August 2006 @ 11:22 pm
jibber-jabber  


blah blah blah.

I'm really tired. I feel people-starved. I've actually been calling people and replying to emails and things a bit lately just coz I'm so starved for conversation.

It sometimes surprises me how much I lie to people. Like, if you asked me, "Hey, Page, do you lie well or a lot?" I'd be like, "You kidding? I SUCK at lying!" And I'd belive it, coz straight up lying to your face I am bad at, but the lie by ommision, the lie of the smile and nod... oh, yeah, well, all of maybe, 2 or 3 people in the world (other than stangers) get to see what I'm really like?

I can be a bit scary sometimes.

bleh. working is annoying. means I have to do stuff.

bought more books. AND the road code for cars so that I can get my car-learners soon. But I don't want to coz it costs a shit-load to do the test and I'd MUCH rather spend it all on Sailor Moon and my ever-growing library. (I think I'm going to have about $1000 worth of books soon. My contents insurance is basicly 'computer, clothes, bedding, BOOKS.'

Kinda got a bit manic this last week. Assignments are looming. Work is very physically demanding, writing is progressing but kindof spastically (spending heaps of time on the wrong things) and I reallly, reeeeeeeeeeally want some more people to read them. Like... people who actually like harry potter, I mean, no offense to my current two readers who I love very much and am highly sad whenever they don't comment on stuff but forgive coz I loooove them! *gasps* but I'm looking forward to some Harry/Draco shippers finding me. On that note, soon I shall have chapter six done and then I can finally send it all off to Restricted Section, hopefully will get an invite to Skyhawke sometime after that, and in the mean time I'm going to see if I can find any LJ comms that I can cope with to post on. (There are so many, I want to find a good one).

Amidst all this I finished the draft of chapter 2 of Dry My Tears. Probably will edit it tomorrow if I get my assignment finished. Latest Anita Blake book is supposed to be baaaaaaaaad :( Will probably ignore it's exsistance altogether. (kindof like Half-Blood Prince; Dumbledore? Dead? What the hell are you talking about?? He's immooooooortal!)

bleh, there was actually something I was going to complain about, but I forgot what it was, so, that's enough of my brain-squishings for now.

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[identity profile] mimei.livejournal.com on August 9th, 2006 04:35 am (UTC)
what have you been lying about? O:
books...and good. (though expensive)
i'm sorry for not commenting. i suck! (and hp slash scares me. but yeah.)
lj comms are good for comments though.
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[identity profile] mimei.livejournal.com on August 9th, 2006 04:39 am (UTC)
meant: books are good.
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[identity profile] prairie-grass.livejournal.com on August 9th, 2006 07:31 am (UTC)
Everything and nothing. But not to you, don't worry, you are one of the 2.5 people. Mostly about the kind of person I am. (that and the whole, rabid yaoi obsession)

yes... books are like, evil's greatest temptation for me...

That's okay, you do have a bit of an excuse lately, though I must point out my own patience with the scary dancing boys.

Hopefully!

DUDE! P.S. !!! I've JUST finished watching Kagen no Tsuki! AWESOME! (Hyde is suuuuuch a bad actor! It's so funny!) the story was really cool. I really liked it! thankyou so much for the wads of stuff!!! 'twill take me ages to get though it all but I shall do my best!!
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[identity profile] mimei.livejournal.com on August 9th, 2006 09:22 am (UTC)
anything important? haha, i unnderstand about the yaoi though...not something you blab, although people tend to be morbidly amused and uninterested if you do tell them....*remembers how horrified simon was when he read some l'arc-en-ciel fanfiction :D*

yeah...i bought some today :3

oh yes...much patience you have...i will comment better, i swear.


homg i FORGOT I PUT THAT IN THERE D:!!!! it's not as good as Moon Child (obviously), but it wasn't too bad (the manga's better...damn if only i still had that...) and the little kids are SO FREAKN CUTE. weeeee! what else did i put there??
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[identity profile] prairie-grass.livejournal.com on August 9th, 2006 09:32 pm (UTC)
I must say, I am blabbing to people a lot more these days. I'm getting sick of this whole, 'double life' thing. It was entertaining at first but now it's just annoying. I randomly inserted it into a conversation I was having with my brother last night and he just COMPLETELY ignored it. It was amsusingly ironic in its anticlimaticness.

boooooooooooks!

heheheh, don't panic, love, I also hav bouts of complete comment-lack. If I expect other people to comment all the time then they'd expect me to so I can't push it too much!

>_> I actually injoyed it more than Moonchild. I think Gackt and Hyde distracted me too much in that so I was always one-step behind the plot. And then I was so busy trying to keep up with what was happening that I couldn't concentrate on the innuendo. (which kindof means there's no point). I liked the story in KnT.

Lots! I still haven't gone through half of it! Looking forward to hearing some Plastic Tree though so I can know what the hell you are talking about most of the time.
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[identity profile] mimei.livejournal.com on August 10th, 2006 08:12 am (UTC)
LOL. typical brother reaction i guess. but, i mean, YOU can't really go around telling everyone about it coz you're like, churchy! or something :/ *confused herself*

that's true, you do tend to read and not comment

really? LOL. you need to watch Moon Child again :D but Kagen no Tsuki isn't bad i guess.

yay!!!!! let me know if you like any of it and i'll give you more!
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[identity profile] prairie-grass.livejournal.com on August 10th, 2006 09:13 am (UTC)
I know. Brothers suck like that.

1) Just because I'm a christian doesn't mean I'm perfect, 2)A lot of christians don't believe that homosexuality is wrong. I don't know what I think to be honnest. I think it's a seriously gray area and so long as it doesn't harm anyone it's better to accept it than discriminate. 3) I also (in theory) think of slash in stories the way a lot of people think of beastiality or incest or chan/shota - fine and dandy in fiction but not in reality. For all that, I still don't know what I think. (and I'm sure as hell not going to blab to my parents!)

I'm trying to work on that, I really really am! :/

I do!

Still looking forward to ...that anime that I can't remember the title of. heh, I might be able to come and see you in a couple of weeks, (if you're available) Mum's heading up to start her course on sunday and Dad and I will be visiting her at some point.
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[identity profile] mimei.livejournal.com on August 10th, 2006 09:29 am (UTC)
there's really no need to get defensive...*doesn't care enough to argue about it* but eh, you're walking a really fine line if you say 'it's okay in fiction, just not it real life' yeah, i should probably warn you, that sort of argument kills itself...

you do indeed.

gravitation. i didn't have a chance to burn it *headdesk* although you can buy a box set of it now in um..that games shop that has anime for like 50$ or something...i want one....yup.... ah, we'll have to see if things are going better by then, it'd be neat to meet up again.
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[identity profile] prairie-grass.livejournal.com on August 10th, 2006 09:34 am (UTC)
I wasn't being defensive :P I feel totally confused about the whole issue really, so I was just trying to point out where I'm coming from.

Hahahaha, 'box set love' it will steal all your pockets! Sailor Moon can be aquired in either these shiny uber-cool box-sets or in a less-cool collection for HALF the price. ;_; I have to try really, really hard not to buy the shinier versions.
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