29 March 2006 @ 11:57 pm
Another non-poem  
No! I have still not got anything done that I was supposed to!

(I did tidy my room today though...)



Note: Not caused by anyone specific.. or at least.. not anyone since primary school, just spawned by general angst and the weird workings of Page's mind. :)


Friendship
Copyright 2006 Page Russet



You push me, you pull me,

You burn me, you tear me.

Push me, pull me,

Love me, hurt me.


Build me up – so high!

I think I can reach --!

Shatter my foundations with a glance

A word - a silence.


Carefully, quietly, I construct you a gift.

Made of secret things, fairy wings,

Hopes, dreams and memories,


I will bend a special smile, just for you,

Hiccup air, catch it inside, release gladly – the joy of seeing you, hearing you, touching you,

Woven in for you.

The moment I first saw you,

The moment I first loved you,

The moment we looked, eyes, plus eyes, and laughed in true understanding.


I will take a fear I showed you, hide it in a corner.

Borrow some past I shared with you, (shading contrast).

Steal a worry I felt for you, (edging).

Then take a sliver- thin and long,

Pierce the centre of me,

So deep in the soul of me,

Wrench it out of me,

Reverently,

A thread for your tapestry.


Now I have this gift for you,

Secret things and fairies’ wings.

It is my best gift,

The only thing worthy that I have to give you.


Just wait, please be—



crash.

I never see it coming.


Agony! Tears! Destruction!


I will crash for you.

Burn for you.

Cry for you.

Freeze. Bitter; heartless; broken,

Bleed for you.


Only for you,


Beloved Friend.

--



yup. mlimilimilimilim
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[identity profile] mimei.livejournal.com on March 29th, 2006 12:07 pm (UTC)
ooooooo....
ooooooo....
i liked that a lot.
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[identity profile] prairie-grass.livejournal.com on March 29th, 2006 12:17 pm (UTC)
I'm glad! See! Angsting can be so profitable!

I don't think many people get the flow (or lack of it), to my non-poems, but thats okay coz I love to write them anyway.

*bounces and hugs*
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[identity profile] krm--authoress.livejournal.com on March 29th, 2006 06:36 pm (UTC)
O.o Wow. So sad and lovely at the same time.

(I didn't mean to break it ><)
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[identity profile] prairie-grass.livejournal.com on March 30th, 2006 05:12 am (UTC)
Thank you! That means a lot!

Don't worry, you didn't :D It's more of a comment on the risks involved with loving an trusting than an account of an actual incident. :)
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(Anonymous) on March 30th, 2006 08:22 pm (UTC)
Okay, then XD I get it now. You also sort of inspired me XD Can't tell you what it is though
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