Frigging hell
I feel like it’s been weeks since I’ve been connected with reality. News of the week:
Flatmate/landlord is kicking me out.
<@#%(^&%^%$)&*$%#&%$&!@$%_&*%@#@Q#@!!#%E#YG$%@#$!!!!!!!!> Stupid wench.
Anyway, this all just adds to the glorious never-ending hassle that is my life. However, I am coping. (See me coping?) It just means I have to stress about all of this while trying to prepare for exams. PLUS it means I kinda have to get a job NOW if I am going to save up for things like bond and rent-in-advance. *glowers*
So yes, not pissed off about being “evicted” (as my father has been amusing himself by saying,) because I kinda hate my flatmate anyway, just pissed that I now have to find a new place to live. }:[
However two good things:
One – In an attempt to hide from my own brain for a few days I went over to my Aunt’s place for Sunday/Monday and most of today. Which has resulted in a couple of things, one being I have worked out the backstory for two of the main characters of A Grey Future! MWAHAHAA! That admittedly wasn’t one of the things that was kicking my ass simply because I didn’t think it was terribly important, HOW WRONG WAS I!!! As they* so aptly informed me today, it was part of the HEART OF THE WHOLE MATTER and gives me the ability to create wonderful paradoxes in the roles of the supposed “good guys” and the supposed “bad guys” which had turned out to be a huge part of this whole story, and there will now be much room for secret angsting and glaring and veiled statements which the main character (and the readers) will be highly confused by because I’M NOT GOIING TO TELL YOU WHAT HAPPENED UNTIL THE VERY END!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
You can see I’m a little excited by this.
* they being the characters; it’s quite scary how I am picking up that bizarre habit of referring to my characters like they can think for themselves, but as many writers will tell you they kindof do sometimes, which I think is purely fun. And that’s that.
Anyway, the other thing staying with my aunt has resulted in is that I HAVE NEW PANTS! Well, new to me anyway. My couz was cleaning out her wardrobe and was like “Hey, do you want these? They probably won’t fit you.” But they do! It appears I have an abnormally large ass and can fit them. They are RED.
Am I bizzarely hyper for some reason? I don’t know. ANYWAY!
Second good thing (from way back) is that after she discovered my Livejournal, my lovely editor decided she wanted to see the half-finished prologue.(see below) SHE said it didn’t suck, though there is still work to be done, and since I was |_| <-this close to chucking the whole thing out anyway, I agree wholeheartedly. So yes, more work to be done on that.
I also did some more art for the AGF too, I’m doing concept design for wings. I hate designing wings, I spent hours in a library looking for photos of how bat wings work once... I honestly think I think far too much sometimes. And in the irritatingness that is this comic, I have to design everything three times over (three main characters) and different every time. Reminds me of when I had to come up with 24 names of different members of a council who were largely irrelevant, but I needed those names, and each two came from a different country with a different language so each time I was trying to think of names with a different style. My brain is a bitch sometimes, but I love it all the same.
Anyway, this post is very long now, and I still have things to do, like fixing up my C.V. so, I shall be off.
Glory behold.
I feel like it’s been weeks since I’ve been connected with reality. News of the week:
Flatmate/landlord is kicking me out.
<@#%(^&%^%$)&*$%#&%$&!@$%_&*%@#@Q#@!!#%E#YG$%@#$!!!!!!!!> Stupid wench.
Anyway, this all just adds to the glorious never-ending hassle that is my life. However, I am coping. (See me coping?) It just means I have to stress about all of this while trying to prepare for exams. PLUS it means I kinda have to get a job NOW if I am going to save up for things like bond and rent-in-advance. *glowers*
So yes, not pissed off about being “evicted” (as my father has been amusing himself by saying,) because I kinda hate my flatmate anyway, just pissed that I now have to find a new place to live. }:[
However two good things:
One – In an attempt to hide from my own brain for a few days I went over to my Aunt’s place for Sunday/Monday and most of today. Which has resulted in a couple of things, one being I have worked out the backstory for two of the main characters of A Grey Future! MWAHAHAA! That admittedly wasn’t one of the things that was kicking my ass simply because I didn’t think it was terribly important, HOW WRONG WAS I!!! As they* so aptly informed me today, it was part of the HEART OF THE WHOLE MATTER and gives me the ability to create wonderful paradoxes in the roles of the supposed “good guys” and the supposed “bad guys” which had turned out to be a huge part of this whole story, and there will now be much room for secret angsting and glaring and veiled statements which the main character (and the readers) will be highly confused by because I’M NOT GOIING TO TELL YOU WHAT HAPPENED UNTIL THE VERY END!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
You can see I’m a little excited by this.
* they being the characters; it’s quite scary how I am picking up that bizarre habit of referring to my characters like they can think for themselves, but as many writers will tell you they kindof do sometimes, which I think is purely fun. And that’s that.
Anyway, the other thing staying with my aunt has resulted in is that I HAVE NEW PANTS! Well, new to me anyway. My couz was cleaning out her wardrobe and was like “Hey, do you want these? They probably won’t fit you.” But they do! It appears I have an abnormally large ass and can fit them. They are RED.
Am I bizzarely hyper for some reason? I don’t know. ANYWAY!
Second good thing (from way back) is that after she discovered my Livejournal, my lovely editor decided she wanted to see the half-finished prologue.(see below) SHE said it didn’t suck, though there is still work to be done, and since I was |_| <-this close to chucking the whole thing out anyway, I agree wholeheartedly. So yes, more work to be done on that.
I also did some more art for the AGF too, I’m doing concept design for wings. I hate designing wings, I spent hours in a library looking for photos of how bat wings work once... I honestly think I think far too much sometimes. And in the irritatingness that is this comic, I have to design everything three times over (three main characters) and different every time. Reminds me of when I had to come up with 24 names of different members of a council who were largely irrelevant, but I needed those names, and each two came from a different country with a different language so each time I was trying to think of names with a different style. My brain is a bitch sometimes, but I love it all the same.
Anyway, this post is very long now, and I still have things to do, like fixing up my C.V. so, I shall be off.
Glory behold.
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