Fuck fuck fuck fuck

[prairie_grass]

Tryyyying to to an all-nighter.

Had forgotten how much I _like_ sleep.

Understand now why people refer to the bed as 'calling' them - it has had a sub-audible running dialogue in my right ear for the last three hours.

I really, really, really want to be writing right now. Must study.

Want to be writing _original fic_ of all things! Shock Horror! Maybe even HET or GEN! @_@ Can you BELIEVE it!?!?

Still looking for an artist to draw my manga/anime idea. *prods world hopefully*

If I go to sleep right now, I will sleep through class. Specifically (or most importantly anyway,) Japanese Culture. We're doing Buddhism and I don't think I'll pick up enough from just the powerpoint if I miss it. *le sigh* Interesting religion... personally I think they need to discuss the concept of an emotion called, 'joy', but still, it's important to respect and understand people's beliefs, especially if you want to understand _them_. *eyes the bed again*

Fuck it. I fail. (possibly literally!!)

Although I did pass (just!) everything from the end of term, so that's good. Jap-culture exam on Monday was.... interesting... don't think I'll have failed though. Psyc exam this Saturday however.... well, it really doesn't help you to be motivated to study when you're depressed, don't care about the subject, _and_ you don't actually need the credit at all. *sigh*

I'm going to bed.

Comments

[prairie-grass.livejournal.com]

Well actually in this particular case I'm not relating my argument to the existence of God at all. I just genuinely don't define life as suffering. It would seem to me that that definition is from a perception of the world, our experiences, and how life repeats itself; whereas from my own considerations, I would say suffering does not outweigh many of the other experiences of life therefore life cannot be defined as chiefly suffering, y'know?

I wasn't really pleased, more surprised really. I was pleased to know more about it and have a clearer understanding about what the "religion" is ((is it defined as a religion if it has no gods/deities?)) and what I think about it, but you're right, I don't have full understanding of it - we only covered the very basics in class and they were vague at best too.

Oh, I didn't know that. Fair enough, didn't mean to be rude.

Blah. I hate 'arguments' and have struggled for years with taking them too personally. Confrontation immediately sends me into fight-or-flight mode. I start totally freaking out. :/ Getting a bit better at controlling myself over the years, but it takes a lot of work! ^_^; Well you're pretty good at it! *cough*law-student*cough* :D The universe does hate me! It wants me to eat chickens! CHICKENS!!!! Oh yeah, we were going to disagree, that's fine, but I think neither of us are getting our point across properly at the moment. I might have to accept sole responsibility for this at the moment as I am very, very tired right now. :)

WE ARE ALLLLL GOD!!!!! This solves all our arguments! WE ARE ALL GOD FOREVERRRRR!

[mimei.livejournal.com]

Well actually in this particular case I'm not relating my argument to the existence of God at all.
^ I KNOW THAT. i was trying to show you that you were not making an argument!!!! it was an ad hoc fallacy!!! it is not logic. it was an example of what the argument would have been had there been one despite there not being one.

i said agree to disagree. it's not really disagreeing, just the status quo.

anyway, i'm tired too, and you've sort of brought this around in a circle so i'm just going to say refer to my above comments because i've already said it all there. *nods* it's all good remember~ :)

*pets* night night~~

[prairie-grass.livejournal.com]

Gah *headdesks* I think I just don't understand what you're saying. Oh well, life goes on as per usual. -_-;

*hugs* Niiiight. Hope you sleep. :)