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prairie_grass) wrote2005-10-19 12:41 am
prairie_grass) wrote2005-10-19 12:41 am
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I want to........ chew off my toes!!!!
ARG!
I am too busy!
I am always too busy!
I need a job!
ARG!
Okay well, the moon is mostly out of Pisces (thank goodness!) However, I have 24 days of my course left, 6 of which I'm working at the park, and only 10 of which I have to prepare for my Exam which I haven't studied for AT ALL!!!!! Wooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooot! (I can only react like this, else I will lost my mind).
I didn't get that other assignment done in time, I don't really care, except I fear this will mean that that subject gets a big FAT FAIL stuck on it, but I'm not sure. (The marking system is really weird).
On a COMPLETELY unrelated note! :
I am so friggin sick of being single! (I don't give a crap if this is a bit random to have on my livejournal, according to the other type of content I have here, but hell, why not?) So, in high school, I dealt, coz really, one, I was asleep most of the time so who cares, two, my friends had such rabidly awful relationships that it both kept me busy enough with men and managed to frighten me away from them enough that I didn't really care. Three, I think it is an important skill for all women to be able to operate without needing a man to validate their existence. (Who me, a feminist!? NO!) So yeah, most of high school, not bothered.
I’ve been out of high school for almost 2 years now and I WANT A MAN!
ARG!
Really, I’m just pissy this week because there’s this guy who I was reasonably interested in, and he announced gleefully this week that he asked out a girl who he’s had a crush on for ages and she said yes. Unfortunately, he was NOT talking about me!
ARRRRG!
This is extra annoying because I have an utterly ridiculously high standard in guys, and for me to find a guy that I actually seriously considered going out with is rare enough for me to have the desire to take to a china shop with a bat to get my aggression out as he gets himself a girlfriend! (*gasp* too long sentence!)
Extra unfortunately, the only other guy I am even remotely interested in is such a close friend he is practically my brother and I REEEEALLY do NOT want to screw up that relationship AND; despite the fact that he is hot as hell and we’re really good friends I know that relationship would NEVER work, coz we just don’t match in that way. So I just have to walk around, lusting after all these guys who I CAN’T HAVE!!!! It’s not faaaaaaair!
ARG!
On a slightly more positive note, I’ve got Chapter Two in the works while the previous chapter will HOPEFULLY be edited soon. Yay for me.
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I am too busy!
I am always too busy!
I need a job!
ARG!
Okay well, the moon is mostly out of Pisces (thank goodness!) However, I have 24 days of my course left, 6 of which I'm working at the park, and only 10 of which I have to prepare for my Exam which I haven't studied for AT ALL!!!!! Wooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooot! (I can only react like this, else I will lost my mind).
I didn't get that other assignment done in time, I don't really care, except I fear this will mean that that subject gets a big FAT FAIL stuck on it, but I'm not sure. (The marking system is really weird).
On a COMPLETELY unrelated note! :
I am so friggin sick of being single! (I don't give a crap if this is a bit random to have on my livejournal, according to the other type of content I have here, but hell, why not?) So, in high school, I dealt, coz really, one, I was asleep most of the time so who cares, two, my friends had such rabidly awful relationships that it both kept me busy enough with men and managed to frighten me away from them enough that I didn't really care. Three, I think it is an important skill for all women to be able to operate without needing a man to validate their existence. (Who me, a feminist!? NO!) So yeah, most of high school, not bothered.
I’ve been out of high school for almost 2 years now and I WANT A MAN!
ARG!
Really, I’m just pissy this week because there’s this guy who I was reasonably interested in, and he announced gleefully this week that he asked out a girl who he’s had a crush on for ages and she said yes. Unfortunately, he was NOT talking about me!
ARRRRG!
This is extra annoying because I have an utterly ridiculously high standard in guys, and for me to find a guy that I actually seriously considered going out with is rare enough for me to have the desire to take to a china shop with a bat to get my aggression out as he gets himself a girlfriend! (*gasp* too long sentence!)
Extra unfortunately, the only other guy I am even remotely interested in is such a close friend he is practically my brother and I REEEEALLY do NOT want to screw up that relationship AND; despite the fact that he is hot as hell and we’re really good friends I know that relationship would NEVER work, coz we just don’t match in that way. So I just have to walk around, lusting after all these guys who I CAN’T HAVE!!!! It’s not faaaaaaair!
ARG!
On a slightly more positive note, I’ve got Chapter Two in the works while the previous chapter will HOPEFULLY be edited soon. Yay for me.
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i blame the BERRY V!!! & compsci assignment for this long comment <.<"
what a frustrating situation with those two guys. how anoyyyying.
i kinda relised today i have 12 days til my first exam. me == screwed.
if(mimei == screwed) {
world.explode();
}
else {
world.implode();
}
why am i writing in java? because i'm crazy. and i have a compsci assignment due tomorrow, which i will not finish. um.
ok ok ok ok ok ok ok.
maybe you didn't fail. marking systems occasionally work in one's favour!
but yes, study is ending O.O what will we DOOOOO?
(write write write! = happy happy happy)
good luck studying!! gambatte. 10 days is enough, it is it is. hai hai sou desu ne. (it has to be, it does!)
ok ok ok i have to try and do SOME of the assignment lah. *poofs*
omg bad java
um. yes i should stop now.
Re: omg bad java
I must say, Asian guys do tend to get +1000 points for attractiveness, but I don't actualy _know_ many, I mean, not that I am deliberately avoiding anyone, (far from it!) I really just don't know any.
I used to be shy, then, I don't know, I got better at faking not being shy, but I still really am. I fall back on the hope that if I send out enough vibes, the guy will get the message, because there is SO no way I am making the first move! Maybe we can both run away to fan-fiction land, where there are thousands of sexy boys just waiting for random pairage. (like with pianos???) I'm sure we could steal a few without anyone noticing...
As for what we both will do without school. WORK! I am going back north (to Tauranga) to stay with my parents over the summer break and hope to grab a full-time job coz I have SOOOOOO much stuff that I need to pay for ;_; But hey, random thought, if you are bored over summer you could come check out Tauranga one weekend, I'd show you the sites! Or I could visit the Land of Auck.
But first, exams, I must try hard NOT to just spend the next 2 weeks reading Anita Blake novels...
now that the assignment is over i will procrastinate!!
SO no way I am making the first move! same here..
Maybe we can both run away to fan-fiction land, where there are thousands of sexy boys just waiting for random pairage. OMG YES PLEASE.
oh yes come to Auckland! i could show you like, um, hm, i'd have to think about that *scratches head*. hmm last time I went to Tauranga *tries to remember if anything happened but can't* but yes great idea ^O^
Anita Blake...that sounds really familiar but i don't know if i've read any...oh no i can't start reading now X.X after exams, indeed, indeed. gambatte!
oh man, i hope i can get a job that's not too bad. not like my first one working in Burger King. <.<" i really need to write (especially coz i wanna apply for creative writing at victoria...hence need...portfolio O.O) but yes! work work work work work work X.X