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prairie_grass) wrote2005-10-19 12:41 am
prairie_grass) wrote2005-10-19 12:41 am
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I want to........ chew off my toes!!!!
ARG!
I am too busy!
I am always too busy!
I need a job!
ARG!
Okay well, the moon is mostly out of Pisces (thank goodness!) However, I have 24 days of my course left, 6 of which I'm working at the park, and only 10 of which I have to prepare for my Exam which I haven't studied for AT ALL!!!!! Wooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooot! (I can only react like this, else I will lost my mind).
I didn't get that other assignment done in time, I don't really care, except I fear this will mean that that subject gets a big FAT FAIL stuck on it, but I'm not sure. (The marking system is really weird).
On a COMPLETELY unrelated note! :
I am so friggin sick of being single! (I don't give a crap if this is a bit random to have on my livejournal, according to the other type of content I have here, but hell, why not?) So, in high school, I dealt, coz really, one, I was asleep most of the time so who cares, two, my friends had such rabidly awful relationships that it both kept me busy enough with men and managed to frighten me away from them enough that I didn't really care. Three, I think it is an important skill for all women to be able to operate without needing a man to validate their existence. (Who me, a feminist!? NO!) So yeah, most of high school, not bothered.
I’ve been out of high school for almost 2 years now and I WANT A MAN!
ARG!
Really, I’m just pissy this week because there’s this guy who I was reasonably interested in, and he announced gleefully this week that he asked out a girl who he’s had a crush on for ages and she said yes. Unfortunately, he was NOT talking about me!
ARRRRG!
This is extra annoying because I have an utterly ridiculously high standard in guys, and for me to find a guy that I actually seriously considered going out with is rare enough for me to have the desire to take to a china shop with a bat to get my aggression out as he gets himself a girlfriend! (*gasp* too long sentence!)
Extra unfortunately, the only other guy I am even remotely interested in is such a close friend he is practically my brother and I REEEEALLY do NOT want to screw up that relationship AND; despite the fact that he is hot as hell and we’re really good friends I know that relationship would NEVER work, coz we just don’t match in that way. So I just have to walk around, lusting after all these guys who I CAN’T HAVE!!!! It’s not faaaaaaair!
ARG!
On a slightly more positive note, I’ve got Chapter Two in the works while the previous chapter will HOPEFULLY be edited soon. Yay for me.
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I am too busy!
I am always too busy!
I need a job!
ARG!
Okay well, the moon is mostly out of Pisces (thank goodness!) However, I have 24 days of my course left, 6 of which I'm working at the park, and only 10 of which I have to prepare for my Exam which I haven't studied for AT ALL!!!!! Wooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooot! (I can only react like this, else I will lost my mind).
I didn't get that other assignment done in time, I don't really care, except I fear this will mean that that subject gets a big FAT FAIL stuck on it, but I'm not sure. (The marking system is really weird).
On a COMPLETELY unrelated note! :
I am so friggin sick of being single! (I don't give a crap if this is a bit random to have on my livejournal, according to the other type of content I have here, but hell, why not?) So, in high school, I dealt, coz really, one, I was asleep most of the time so who cares, two, my friends had such rabidly awful relationships that it both kept me busy enough with men and managed to frighten me away from them enough that I didn't really care. Three, I think it is an important skill for all women to be able to operate without needing a man to validate their existence. (Who me, a feminist!? NO!) So yeah, most of high school, not bothered.
I’ve been out of high school for almost 2 years now and I WANT A MAN!
ARG!
Really, I’m just pissy this week because there’s this guy who I was reasonably interested in, and he announced gleefully this week that he asked out a girl who he’s had a crush on for ages and she said yes. Unfortunately, he was NOT talking about me!
ARRRRG!
This is extra annoying because I have an utterly ridiculously high standard in guys, and for me to find a guy that I actually seriously considered going out with is rare enough for me to have the desire to take to a china shop with a bat to get my aggression out as he gets himself a girlfriend! (*gasp* too long sentence!)
Extra unfortunately, the only other guy I am even remotely interested in is such a close friend he is practically my brother and I REEEEALLY do NOT want to screw up that relationship AND; despite the fact that he is hot as hell and we’re really good friends I know that relationship would NEVER work, coz we just don’t match in that way. So I just have to walk around, lusting after all these guys who I CAN’T HAVE!!!! It’s not faaaaaaair!
ARG!
On a slightly more positive note, I’ve got Chapter Two in the works while the previous chapter will HOPEFULLY be edited soon. Yay for me.
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