Thanks, hun! I felt really stupid an embarrassed, so thanks for the hugs. :(
I KNOW! I WAS SO FUCKING FLIPPING OUT WITH EXCITEMENT. And then I crashed coz it's really unlikely. The lady who wants to supervise me wants to have a chat, and I guess she MIGHT be able to sort something out funding-wise, but I've looked into several options and it's going to be a real mission. :/
I haven't finished applying for JET! I've filled out a lot of the application but I was sort-of derailed by this Washington thing. The lady over there doesn't really recommend JET for learning the language, but the only other option is to do a learning to speak Japanese course in Japan, and again, COSTS MONEH. Eh. I've become overwhelmed!
You're right, I shouldn't ignore it. But, gah. I dunno. I won't be leaving for almost another year, yet, and I feel like by then we'll know if we're going long-haul or not, but I have to make decisions NOW about what I should do next. He's kind of implied that he can move around wherever I go if I end up moving to another uni within NZ, but it's another whole story if I go overseas. WAH! I don't know, I guess we'll just have to talk about it more seriously once I have a better idea of what's actually going to happen? And your opinion is still valid! Thank you!
*collapses in fail* Wah. I suck at being interesting now. All I talk about it stupid uni. I'm not DOING anything else interesting! Please still be my friend even though I am lame and boring? I HAVE watched many of your videos! In fact most of them! I think I missed a couple of the recent ones - the one you did in Japanese didn't work on my computer coz I ran out of internet at uni. I feel bad coz I don't have a YouTube account so I can't give you good thumbs! This last one was ADORABLE. Look at you being all CUTE. *pinches cheeks* And I HEAR that American accent creeping in, MISSY! (Who are all the people watching it?? You should post more rants with the name of bands in the title and become a GURU of YouTube!)
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I KNOW! I WAS SO FUCKING FLIPPING OUT WITH EXCITEMENT. And then I crashed coz it's really unlikely. The lady who wants to supervise me wants to have a chat, and I guess she MIGHT be able to sort something out funding-wise, but I've looked into several options and it's going to be a real mission. :/
I haven't finished applying for JET! I've filled out a lot of the application but I was sort-of derailed by this Washington thing. The lady over there doesn't really recommend JET for learning the language, but the only other option is to do a learning to speak Japanese course in Japan, and again, COSTS MONEH. Eh. I've become overwhelmed!
You're right, I shouldn't ignore it. But, gah. I dunno. I won't be leaving for almost another year, yet, and I feel like by then we'll know if we're going long-haul or not, but I have to make decisions NOW about what I should do next. He's kind of implied that he can move around wherever I go if I end up moving to another uni within NZ, but it's another whole story if I go overseas. WAH! I don't know, I guess we'll just have to talk about it more seriously once I have a better idea of what's actually going to happen? And your opinion is still valid! Thank you!
*collapses in fail* Wah. I suck at being interesting now. All I talk about it stupid uni. I'm not DOING anything else interesting! Please still be my friend even though I am lame and boring? I HAVE watched many of your videos! In fact most of them! I think I missed a couple of the recent ones - the one you did in Japanese didn't work on my computer coz I ran out of internet at uni. I feel bad coz I don't have a YouTube account so I can't give you good thumbs! This last one was ADORABLE. Look at you being all CUTE. *pinches cheeks* And I HEAR that American accent creeping in, MISSY! (Who are all the people watching it?? You should post more rants with the name of bands in the title and become a GURU of YouTube!)