i wouldn't say they were cynical exactly. possibly apathetic. plus there are a million ways to measure 'better.'

film in nz xD lol i've always had acting aspirations, just never the courage to commit. i'm contemplating a postgrad diploma in theatre or something. i'm actually a pretty good actor, considering the lack of training. my ultimate wish in life is to run off to LA and join the millions of waiter/actresses. sighs.

in a week or so. i might do that. i don't know what i'm going to do with myself. the length of time it takes interac and jet to get around to me makes everything seem like a pipe dream not worth wasting time on.